Saturday, July 09, 2011

Secret Crush ♥

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
And it hurts the most when the person you love has no idea in what so ever. But, the worst way
to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll
never be, if only he needed me.

Love, makes me become a crazy girl. A crazy girl over him. Every night, I lay in bed dreaming
of him, he's the reason why I can't sleep well. Wish to whisper through his ear, telling him how
badly I want him. I want him to hold me and I want to hear his voice. I imagine being
wrapped in his arms and I would want him making me feel like part of him.

I get the best feeling in the world when he say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if
its just for a second, I crossed his mind. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be officially his.
Should I smile cause we were friends, or should I cry cause that's all we're ever gonna be.

I look at him as a friend. But, thinking of him out of the sudden every second, every minute,
everyday, every night, then I realised, I loved him.