Tuesday, October 29, 2013


3 years, 4 months and counting!


Thursday, October 24, 2013


One of the greatest freedoms is truly not caring what everyone else thinks of you.
As long as you are worried about what others think of you, you are owned by them.
Only when you require no approval from outside yourself can you own yourself.
Don’t let anyone walk through your mind with their dirty feet!

You are responsible for how you feel no matter what someone does to you.
Remember, you are always in control of your thoughts so choose to feel
confident and adequate rather than angry and insecure. Often times, people
who are feeling angry and insecure are narrow minded. And am tired of dealing with
such person especially to guys, fuck your egotism.  Like, how can a guy be so
calculative, cunning, selfish, ego, vain, dumb, flirt like a big bastard and show off?!
Never ever in my life, I'll be able to tolerate this kind of little boy, OMG!
Why is there such person even exist in the world?!

I will never regret the things I did wrong. I will only regret the
good things I did for the wrong people. 

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Content is everything

Finding true happiness is a universal aspiration. We all want it, but can
we all have it? Genuine happiness can’t be faked, it’s written all over our
faces when we are truly contented or overjoyed, and likewise, a forced
smile does nothing to hide underlying sadness or despondency.
Am blessed to say that I have it, happiness and joy.
I'm not rich, but I simply had everything I wanted. I'm not an extremely
good lover, but I have a man who'll always be there to take good care of me.
I'm not a very social kinda person, but I had a bunch of wonderful girlfriends
and friends. I don't get to see my parents most of the time due to their busy
work schedule, but I knew that they'll always be there to support me. I hate
to rush during peak hours to work, but I had a great job and
colleagues which motivates me a lot.
Content is everything. Love, family, wealth, happiness, work,
friendship, etc. It's all inexpensive yet hard to get.
Also, we should tell ourselves frequently that, "I will only react to
constructive suggestions." This gives us positive ammunition against our
own negative thoguhts and those of others. I often try not to think about
negative thoughts and possibilities and disater and things like that.
Negative thoughts stick around because we believe them,
not because we want them or choose them. Once we replace negative
thoughts with  positive ones, we'll start having positive results.

Sunday, October 06, 2013


There is one moment in our life when we are with someone and we feel like
the world has stopped and our life seems so perfect, make sure we never
lose that person. Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain, but we
can't make a rainbow without a little rain.

I admit that for the past three weeks everything seem so shitty to me,
which made me got no mood for anything at all. It just felt like everything
is gonna end after three damn years. We had cleared the air between us, trying
hard to work out for anything that is possible but nothing seems to work at all.
Till last Friday, I felt so tired and decided to officially gave up for the very
first time. As the trust is not there anymore so no matter how hard we try
nothing's gonna work.

Right after I gave up on us, then I finally see something on you. Those effort
you made these few days, kinda touched me. You know, nothing is too late as
long as you're willing to make an effort to try to make things better. I kind of
found the old you, the one who cared for me so damn well, the one
who can tolerate all my nonsense and my shit temper.

He used to treat me really good in every ways and that's something I won't
forget. And those who envy us so much, the perfect couple in so many
one's eyes. I really hope everything would remain this way forever.

Am so glad that I've made the right decision with no regrets and we're glad
that we did not give up on each other. Seriously, no point giving up on each
other over silly things? We're still young, we make mistakes. As long as one's
willing to change for a better, everything is worth it.

Everything's fine now, so much better than before.
Am truly blessed that the old him is back. ^^


Saturday, October 05, 2013


Was suppose to be a happy day for me today. But I screwed it, I gave up in
reaching to my peak point of career with them. Been burning midnight oil
studying the products, prepare my speech, groom myself well for the past
one week, ended up I gave up just like this. I was about to go, really.
But there's just something that stop me from going.

I always wanted to settle down early with my loved one, but people said that
is stupid as I'm still very young. I should pursue my dream and fulfill all
my wish before settling down. Been in a dilemma the past few days.
I utterly hate making decisions, because I'm fickle and often regret
after making up my mind.

I really need someone to always push me through during my difficult times.

Tuesday, October 01, 2013

Be Contented But Never Satisfied

This might be a tough one to understand. You guys may be asking yourself; don’t content and
satisfied mean the same thing? Nah, not really!

Contentment is something we should all be striving for. To be content, as far as I’m concerned,
is to be able to be happy in the life you’re living; to have the ability to be grateful for what
you have and enjoy life. I’m content, but not satisfied.

To say that you’re satisfied with everything in your life is just a way to justify giving up
on your dreams. I believe that if you ever feel completely satisfied with everything in your life,
you then you haven’t set the bar high enough. You’ve given in to the temptation to accept
mediocrity. You’ve settled for being a good rather than striving to be great. I encourage
you to not allow yourself to be completely satisfied with your life.

I’ve never been satisfied with life, I always wish and wanted more so as to improve
myself a little each time. Not that I’m demanding or whatsoever but this world is realistic.
Don’t judge a book by its cover? Too bad, we always judge a person by its cover first.

And we always Complain, Criticize and Compare. Just like we always complaining that
Singapore is such a small world, no place to go on weekends and etc. But when it
comes to work that require us to travel, we complain that it’s far! How funny?!

I’m those kind of person when I feel that this is not what I want or like, I quit.
I don't live to please anyone. Life is short, no point doing those things that we do not like it.
Some people may say, “No choice”, But hey! You have a choice! It’s just the matter of you
whether you want or not?

Take a few minutes at the end of each day this week to be thankful for what you have and
also think about the things that you still want to achieve. That way you can work on finding
contentment, but you’ll avoid falling into the trap of feeling satisfied.

Lastly, before I end this post I would like to tell you guys something. Is that I'll be going for
a casting this coming Saturday to reach the peak point in my career with a reputed firm.
I'll tell you guys what is it about if only I pass? Haha!
Wish me luck! :)