Saturday, October 05, 2013


Was suppose to be a happy day for me today. But I screwed it, I gave up in
reaching to my peak point of career with them. Been burning midnight oil
studying the products, prepare my speech, groom myself well for the past
one week, ended up I gave up just like this. I was about to go, really.
But there's just something that stop me from going.

I always wanted to settle down early with my loved one, but people said that
is stupid as I'm still very young. I should pursue my dream and fulfill all
my wish before settling down. Been in a dilemma the past few days.
I utterly hate making decisions, because I'm fickle and often regret
after making up my mind.

I really need someone to always push me through during my difficult times.