Keep in mind that part of growing up is dealing with difficult issues, and the benefits can be great if you have the courage to ask for help. Human beings are not designed to go through life alone. No one has to bear the burden of tough times all by themselves. I'm the only child at home and I'm very blessed that I always have my boyfriend being there for me all the times, spoilt me with good food and things I like or demand all the times. But frankly I won't deny that sometimes he's quite irritating, hahaha! Like he'll keep making fun of me till I literally goes mad all the times and he sometimes being so dirty that I can't stand it! You know, he can don't bathe for the whole day even after a long day at work, eewwww! Well, love is blind and I just like the way he is, fun, cheeky and funny. But he do have a serious side of him as well and not being playful all the times, he know when to stop and when to start cracking a joke. He's that kind of guy that I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with. Not because he drive, not because he can send/fetch me to and forth everyday to work/afterwork, not because he pay for most of my expenses. It's because he'll always be there for me no matter what, understand me and accepted my past, he would stay up late making sure that I reach home safely after my outing with friends, he make plans for our future, bring my little cousins out for swimming and to their favorite fast food restaurant, he cook for me occasionally, wash the dishes almost all the times, and he always make sure I'm hundred percent full if not he'll force me eat more! That's also the reason why I've been putting on weight ever since I'm with him. I used to be 47kg but I guess I'm at least 50kg now, I don't know? Because I dare not weigh myself! I can never except the fact that my weight will appear "5" for the first digit but well... at least I'm fat but I feel loved and blessed! But I'm 170cm though, so 50kg is still not that bad? Hur hur ~ self convincing. Sum up everything between us, there are never enough I love you's.